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あなたは愛に何を求めますか?

ある人と会いに行くとき、死んでも心から逢いたいと思わないと愛ではない。
ある人が困るとき、精一杯頑張ってあの人を助けてあげようと思わないと、愛ではない。
ある人のために、夢をかなわせるように頑張らないと、愛ではない。
ある人のために、自分が辛くてもあの人の笑顔を取り戻さないと、愛ではない。
ある人のために、嬉しい時も悲しい時もそばにいないなら、愛ではない。

そして、ある人のために、自分が死んでも、自分の命を懸けて、その人の幸せをあげるように思っていないと、愛ではない。

俺は以上の全部信じて、ある愛しい人の愛を求めている。

あなたは愛に何を求めますか?

PS : I planned to write this in Japanese, sorry for the inconvenience :)

~A Bit Stupid~

I do stupid things sometimes, and I bet I'm not alone. I bet everyone has done(or is still doing) stupid things from time to time.

Sometimes when I do stupid stuff, or act stupid, people will laugh. When this happens, I'm usually thankful that I pulled it off at the right time to see people happy, however embarrassing it was. :D

IKINARI RAMEN

TSUKEMEN

...

Conversely, emotions or having no common sense, or not reading the moment at all (we call this KY in Japan), acting stupid can hurt people. I do this as much as I try acting stupid to entertain people, but this, on the other hand, is by no means intentional. This will always be followed by the thought of "What have I done.." or "I did it again.." and an apology.

I've always regretted having to do stupid stuff which are guided by emotions and hurting people. It happens so often that I could just try to punch myself each time I do it.. and understand why some people doesn't accept my apologies anymore.

Makes me wonder, why are people born with hearts, if emotions are such a painful thing to bear? Sometimes I envy those who manage to keep it hidden someplace and put on a brick face.

But some patient people do forgive me every time I do stupid things, accepting for who I am, and understanding why I act that way. I really appreciate them being in my life.

We're all humans, and we all do make mistakes, sometimes hurting other people in the process. No one's perfect, and no one can make single person happy by their actions.

Newton's 3rd Law of Motion applies to human relations as well @@;

On the bright side, from the stupid things we do, we can learn new things.. such as which lines shouldn't we cross, or how much is the limit of our 'stupidity' before it gets annoying. Plus, you get to know what level of stupidity you can achieve, as well as knowing what makes a person laugh or cry. :)

End note, I apologize if I made anyone having a bad time/sad with my actions. And thanks to those who are willing to spare me a few laughs (even though I had to sacrifice some ego ><) I bet almost everyone who bothers to read this has experienced something from me XD;

When people asks you "Are you stupid?", don't be afraid to say yes :3

8/8

Remember that date :3 I'll be back home.

Today was really a hot and tiring day... with too many people in the train..

x_x

Can't wait to come back home and see smiling faces :)

時間 ~Time~

Now, a LOT of people has been complaining to me about having no time to study, to play, to meet up etc till I'm driven to make this post this morning. I hope this becomes another inspirational post like the last time.

Every one has 24 hours, 7 days, 12 months etc al. I think everyone has been saying they have no time to do things is because they don't set an appropriate time to do the things they want, or they choose to do or NOT to do the things they want in the allocated time.

What kinda amuses (disappoints?) me is that people say they have no time to do things because they have to do other things, which turn out to be a different thing than what I thought they would do. For instance, I asked A to watch a movie together, but A said he has work to do so I left him alone. In the end, he played computer games instead @@;

In another case, B said he has no time to go out with his friends because he had to study, but when he got asked the next day, he said he was sleeping the whole day @@;

Now what does this tell you? In my opinion, saying "having no time" are just excuses to refuse doing something. This is just troubling others and making some people hurt. Keep in mind that they're spending THEIR time for YOU too! :O

In a 'real' case of "not having time", it's just that one has to know how to manage time properly. Some people want to ditch one or two subjects to have more time to study for another subject. But imo, this wouldn't be an issue if those people can set their time properly in a fixed schedule.

I have been living in Japan for more than a year now, and I haven't heard any Japanese people saying that "they have no time". My friend takes a good 2 hours for a one way trip to school, but I have never heard him say he has no time. He, like other people, wants to do so many things of his own too, but he manages to accomplish those in that 2 hours. When asked what he did, he said he studied some music theory and read some scary stories in the train. Some other Japanese friends of mine have timetables so packed with part time jobs, club activities and study, but the NEVER said they have no time to karaoke, or have dinner together.

I've come to realize time is what sets Malaysians and Japanese apart.

I'm not saying I manage my time very well, but I do keep a rough outline of what I want to do in the allocated time. In my Japanese-style-packed-timetable, I manage to insert 1-2 hours to practice my guitar/other leisure things, and a few hours before I sleep to chat with friends and listen to them talk on MSN or such, because I WANTED to! XD

My life consisted of packed schedules as long as I remembered. My elementary school life consisted of classes in the morning and evening and weekend classes. My high school life was hectic, I had to come to school earlier than everyone else (prefect in charge of late comers), having tuition classes after school almost everyday, and club activities. After high school comes AAJ, which was even more hectic, with classes everyday from 8am-6pm including Saturdays.
Now, I'm living in Japan, and I'll be leaving my schedule for you to imagine. Even with that, I'm avoiding saying "having no time" because of what I stated above @@

How to manage time? Set a reasonable timetable, and plan ahead on what you want to do beforehand. Remember, saying "having no time" as an excuse is just disrespecting those who are giving THEIR time to do stuff together with you.

I hope no one takes any offense in this :3

Thanks for taking some time to read this. I hope this enlightens you all somehow ^^b

Is it Real?

These days I'm getting a whole lot of uneasy feelings.. I wonder if sixth sense is something real?

The other day I had a bad feeling about something. The next day, it appears that someone committed suicide on the train tracks, delaying my journey to Ikebukuro.

Didn't help that before I fell off my bike the other day I had a similar feeling about something bad is going to happen. Before the suicide incident everything that happened were minor things but after the suicide incident I'm beginning to worry.

Now the feeling is back. I really hope nothing bad will happen this time around..

And to think I'm trying to cheer myself up, not to think too much and be happy *sighs*

Trying to think positive now though.


PS : I miss you. Do you miss me?
PPS : Got a new haircut :D

Golden Week!

..didn't seem to be too golden this year. I didn't even do anything, apart from lazing at home and sleeping a lot XD;

Today's plan is to finish up my lab reports! 頑張ろう!

PS : I miss everyone back at home :D

Heiland 2 Gogogo!

I've formed a band again :D it's Heiland (but without Ao-chan)

We haven't really decided on a name yet, but we're gonna rock *_*\m/

Wish us luck! *___*

*__*

I just had a medical checkup the other day :D

My height and my weight increased *___*V

Halu :3

Just got to meet Fenrir-chan yesterday :3 he seems like a nice person and capable too :D *shakes hands* now I'll just have to find her a monitor and cables XD

Anyways, my new fandom is with Ranka-chan from Macross F *hearts* XD her songs cheer me up whenever I'm feeling down :) I wish someone can really sing for me like she does~ one day~

Actually there's not much reason to update. I'm doing fine here in Japan by the way :D glad to see friends again. That said, I still miss you all back home ^^

And, after all that I went through yesterday, I should feel really emo but somehow I'm cheerful instead. I wonder why.. ^^; this morning I was feeling a bit nauseous again though.

Bye bye :3

Tonight

I'll be flying off back to Japan tonight at 11:30pm ^^ and leaving the house at 8:00pm. I'll be at the airport at around 9:00pm if anyone wants to see me off :D

Once again, I had lots of fun back home! Some uncomfortable times, but the fun and happy times outweigh the bad unhappy ones :D I'll be back soon ^_^

Ittekimasu~!

PS : Still feeling nauseous ><;

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